I’m lonely, there I’ve said it. I spend my nights on tumblr and twitter talking to myself. People don’t initiate convocations with me because I’m boring, ugly and I have a shit personality and I don’t initiate convocations with them for the same reasons. So really I only have myself to blame. I live in the constant mind set that one day things will change and some good looking guy will turn up outside my window singing me a cringey love song on his guitar, but that will never happen for reason such as 1). I live in a shitey village miles away from any good looking boys 2). my life isn’t some excellent movie or book series.
So there I have it, the only way things will change is if I change, and also lower my expectations of the male species because really, a hot boy singing outside of your window, dream on.